MY OWN WEDDING

I just hosted a wedding reception a while ago and it took me maybe 4 hours to create the program. I think I did great a job for that thinking that it was my first time to host a wedding reception.

I did a lot of hosting already with different events and bigger events, but this one felt different, maybe because the word WEDDING was attached with what I was doing and maybe because you are witnessing how these two people are smiling because they are now officially husband and wife.

 The way they kiss was really adorable. The way they hold each other's hands was inspiring. The way they hug each other was really full of love. 

No woman would not dream to have a perfect wedding with the one they love. It's a fairy tale that they will create under their control. A magical moment that will complete their childhood dreams to be with their Prince Charming.

One day.... I'll surely have mine. My own wedding. My own love story. My own fairy tale. My own Prince Charming.

MY NEXT BOYFRIEND...

A friend fiercely asked me -- "How will it be with your next boyfriend?" for a moment there was silence. It seems like I don't have any idea on how will it be. For a moment it made me think of what it is really to be in a perfect relationship? On a second thought being in a perfect relationship will surely suck because facing the reality is really tough and it wont give you any perfect view specially in love.

Then I smiled... said to myself... "Am I hopeless romantic?" then I argued with myself screaming... "NO!!!! OF COURSE NOT!!!" Maybe, just maybe... the right one for me is just right there and maybe just maybe... my next boyfriend will have these qualities to answer the question "How will it be with my next boyfriend?" And lastly, maybe, just maybe... I badly need to print a picture of this "BAD BOY GUY" tuck it in my closet and use it as a constant reminder of what i really deserve.

MY MASTER LIST

MY NEXT BOYFRIEND...

1. …WILL NOT CHEAT ON ME.

2. ...will have a job.

3. ... will not smoke pots.

4. ...will talk when need arises versus putting it off later.

5. ...will watch NBA with me endlessly.

6. ...will not judge me for watching the TV that much.

7. ...will call and not text.

8. ...will be emotionally mature, available and evolved.

9. ...will know how to manage his money.

10. ...will not be vain.

11. ...will ask me how I’m doing and how my day was and actually care.

12. ...will be content sometimes to spend the whole day in bed watching movies and eating takeout.

13. ...will compliment me every now and then, especially when I’ve made an effort to look nice for a night out.

14. ...will not be an alcoholic.

15. …will have goals, dreams, and the drive to achieve them.

16. …will understand that ‘No’ means ‘No.’

17. …will tell the truth.

18. …will learn how to communicate like an adult.

19. …will actually enjoying spending time with me.

20. ...will be crazy about me as much as I will be about him.

21. ...will not give me restrictions in having and spending my time with my life and friends

22.  …will talk to me when something bothers him.

23. ...will continually surprise me.

24. …will have the ‘we’ team mentality.

25.  …will stay with me through joy and pain.

26. …will have a backbone in the relationship and not be afraid to tell me ‘no.’

27. …will have a great sense of humor, but know when to be serious.

28. …will be more passionate in random moments.

29. …will be able to laugh at himself.

30. …will have a regular sized temper than does not super-size itself randomly.

31.  …will give me space.

32.  …will know what a commitment is and follow up that knowledge with actions that support it.

33.  …will understand that relationships aren't all perfect, and that sometimes fighting can resolve difficult issues.

34. …will not be selfish with his love when things don’t go his way.

35. …will be smart but not snide.

36. ...will be extra romantic to make me smile and love him more.

37. ...will respect me, my family and my friends.

38. ...will go shopping with me.

39. ...will not hate me for spending so much time fixing my clothes, hair and make-up.

40. ...WILL LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY.

The Annoying Little Things I Hate

* one word answers after i send you long messages
* squeezing the toothpaste from the middle ! duuh ? Squeeze from the bottom please !
* throw something at me, ( Hand it to me don't throw nothing at me I'm not a dog )
* people who talk through movies.
* coming in my room and leaving my door open when you leave.
* people who keep on bashing my Lebron James.
* if you continue to do something after I had already said stop.
* not appreciating the small things I do.
* asking for advice then get mad or complain when I tell you the truth . Don't ask if you
   can't handle it!

*  tell me how I should live MY life. Your's is what you should be worried about.
* Saying you got something to tell me, then telling me not to mind it anymore or you
   gonna tell me later..
* take my kindness for weakness!
* comparing me to your ex's or other people
* changing the channel while I'm watching 
* when you get drunk and start to act stupid in public (i sometimes do that ! lol )
* pouring a bowl of cereal then find out there's no milk !
* telling me to text u, yet u take yrs to reply back 
* when my body decides to have it's red month on the wrong day
* waiting for a text from someone that I actually want to talk to . *looks at phone ... that
   annoying person texts instead !
* constantly talking during a movie. STFU & let me watch the movie !
* Not flushing the toilet
* im spilling my heart out to you.. and all you gonna say is 'oh, ok' ! 

* is to have me fresh out the shower, get dressed & all dolled up, then sellout last
   minute !
* asking me why I'm mad , when I'm mad..
* when i ask something and just say "bahala ka"
*The need to pee when your nails are still wet and it's taking forever to dry.

I LOST MY EXTRA TWO EYES. SucksToSuck

So a while back we went  to Ilocos Sur just for a road trip then we decided to drop by at Jessica's Resort in Bauang La Union because my Tito's girlfriend is having a get together there with her relatives.

So since it's a resort in La Union, expect that there are beaches around. We were so brave to let the salt water touch our skin and let our clothes be extremely wet. It was an obscure beach and we thoroughly enjoyed its reasonable emptiness and peacefulness. It's quite satisfying to reach the beach specially when you are used to live a very busy and fast paced life and it only takes a short ride and a short walk to feel that extra ordinary ocean breeze. 

The Beach

So... the center of the story is not actually about how wonderful the beach was, but unfortunately I LOST MY PAIR OF GLASSES!!!! We were playing with the ocean waves, it was so good and so fun until this huge ocean wave came and I was so stupid to feel it and let my body slap on it. I stumbled so bad and tried to dive to recover and then tadah!!!!!! my glasses danced with the ocean waves! sucks!! 

But in the end we just laugh about it and just to inform you that glasses has been with me for years now. I prefer using that one than my new glasses because that was made of titanium, it was very light and i thought it was unbreakable. yeah it was really unbreakable but i forgot it actually fought against the strength of nature. Yay me! I was so stubborn! what crossed in my mind to go dive with my glasses on? So stupid! yes! INDEED! 

And take note! this is not the first time that this incident happened. It's actually the second. clearly I did not learn from the first one. so stubborn! 

What sucks more is my spare glasses are in my unit in Baguio and I'm not planning to go home till after New Year, but the good thing is I have my contacts with me! Oh great! But thanks to my tita for lending me her glasses while she's wearing her contacts.

ugh! next time I will not go to the beach with my glasses on! A MUST DO

That's my school uniform with my glasses on. yeah! that was the glasses that i lost!

REAL MAMA'S GIRL

When I woke up this morning I realized that my mom is really not around. It's not syncing with me still because we talk everyday. yeah! literally talk everyday. THANK'S TO BBM!

It's my first Christmas that I am not going to celebrate with my loving and sweetest mom ever. I am not that happy about  it  and am not taking this very well but still trying hard to put a smile on my face. I'm missing her so much and I know she's missing the hell out of me too. yay! tears in my eyes! whew!! ok ok i can do this! haha!. there are just few words I want to say...

Mama,

Though you are not with us at the moment you are in our hearts celebrating and thanking that another Christmas has come. Thank you for everything that you have given us. For the unconditional love, undying support for all of the things that i want to do and for lifting me up when I'am emotionally down. 

Merry Christmas, mother and I love love love you soooooooooooo much!!! yes!!! that much!!!! 

I'AM A ONE PROUD MAMA'S GIRL! 

A promise to myself.

Whew! I have not touched my blog for the longest time that i know, and check out the last entry that i posted that was me looking back 2011 and actually welcoming 2012? and now it's about to turn to 2013. yay me! so yay me! well anyways am so back! so so back! and i swear i will be writing more. That's a promise to my self!

GOODBYE 2011

Omg, time flies so fast. A little bit more, its already 2012 !!! Awwww what a bloody shame goodbye 2011 you've been good to me !! :) thank you for all the love, memories, peace, happiness, hates, cries, broken-heart. I know the past can consume my future. well you can't change it. Let go and LIVE!! 2012, I'm so ready...  2011,  You will be missed, and all the memories will always be in my heart, even if it's good or bad... at least I learned something... oh yes !!! I LEARNED A LOT !!  Welcome 2012 and goodbye 2011 hopefully good things to come over to me my family and my friends. 

 New beginnings fresh start 2012. Just believe !

AND FOR MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION ?????

  1.LESSEN LESSEN LESSEN

2. TAME THE BULGE

3. FIT AND FITNESS

4. READ MORE BOOKS

5. SAVE SAVE SAVE

6. ENJOY MORE LIFE